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Member Since: 11/24/2004

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Wednesday, September 20, 2006

Currently Listening
Star Wars Episode III: Revenge of the Sith - Original Motion Picture Soundtrack
band cd
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holy crap are my blogs depressing!!!   haha i havent signed onto this thing in forever

lets see- im a junior and im lovin it!!  haha so far this year is soo easy, but its soooo tempting to slack off, i just have to remember that this is the year colleges look at!!  so what if i only have 4 major classes?! lol

tims awesome........were still together and goin strong.  he makes me the happiest person on earth- oh! and my hair is a new BRIGHT shade of red, and i basically heart it.  tehe!

so far im pretty much sucking in all of my classes, which is kinda pathetic cuz i only have FOUR....lol- but ill get back on track- i have a planner now so i can actually stay organized- my planner=my life

im a lil nervous about pep rally- and i feel bad that i cant go to all the meetings- but common! a meeting on friday!!  i need my fridays!! and wednesdays are no good either- hasnt anyone told zach about section rehersals??? lol  which reminds me- i joined band, but im sure u knew that already- i love it- im not awesome at my alto sax yet, but ill get there- i just need more practice.....and i will find the time- no, i will MAKE  the time- lol

anyway, love all of yas....toodles!


Tuesday, March 21, 2006

new beginnings............tim.......

hmm- alots happened................................rite, so didnt get the part for the play, but i posted that about forever ago...........it pretty much sucks that i didnt get it...........i have nothing to do w/ this play- id quit theater if it wasnt for the credits...........TRYING TO MAKES SOMETHING REAL OUT OF MY LIFE...........................i realized w/ the NHS things that i didnt have anything going for me except good grades and tim...................tim's a senior...............i suppose you can see where im going w/ this..........i love him, and even if we are still together while hes at college things wont be the same................alas.......so im atempting to get more in my life, and im doing it for ME...im normally not a selfish person, but this time it just seems like the rite thing to do- im going to re-join girl scouts................im going to run for office again...............im going to try to get a job..............im going to try to fill the void tim will leave..................

tim

tim

tim

fucking eh


Thursday, February 09, 2006

homework and having to practice for hedy...............im scared to sing- i massively cant sing..............oh boy................i used to have my voice down perfectly, but then i lost it and i dont remember how i did.................will hopefully practice tonite............i kinda wishe Mr. B never came back- im so lazy and i just love chillin on the floor talking to tom, maddy, amy, and katie................................................................BLAH!


Friday, February 03, 2006

haha- i always bitch in here- but today i have nothing to bitch about

everything in my life seems to be going just great!  im living for the moment and im feelin just fine


Friday, January 20, 2006

Currently Listening
Waiting / Macy's Day / Basket Case
By Green Day
Macy's Day Parade
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this world is pathetic "rehab rejects still sniffin glue" green day 

its amazing how much nothing matters anymore- because in the long run, what do the choices we make from day to day do??  nothing, who cares- we're all just gunna die anyway, i would say grow old and die, but some of us will never get old.  some say death comes too quickly, but what does it matter??  is there anything in life that makes it worth the effort it takes to deal with the people in it?  people are failures. the human race has failed.  too many have given in and given up, and i am among them- the only difference is that im not blind, i can see were all heading towards our own demise- it seems a shame to waste this miricle that is life, but we do it every day.  what good does lying do?  what good does slacking off do??  on that point, what good does doing work do when no one else will??  we should either all work towards something good, or all just give up and die.  a joint effort or a mass suicide.  those are your options world.........or we could just go on living this lie, this futile and meaningless exsistance- no one does anything rite, and im tired of the effort- maybe thats the point, exerting yourself in order to better yourself and better the world, but the worlds so big and it seems like im the only one trying................no one can fend for themselves any more, and if feels like the weight of the world is on my shoulders, maybe im over dramatic...its just another one of my flaws..........well world, i dont care anymore, go kill yourselves- its the only good you can do now- i vote to anhilate the entire human race, for all we have done is screw the world up.....imagine a world with out industry.........clean air, ancient forests, happy animals, fresh water...........sounds nice dont it???  but no, all that was killed when humans decided they needed material items- so the ground was ripped up for oil, trees killed for toothpicks, and the air polluted so that we could avoid walking by tooling around in out convienent automobiles..........and then we commited the ultimate crime........we killed for fun, how pathetic.........wars begun just because men are too arogant to say their sorry or to tell the truth, and the skys lit up with fire and brimstone.............guided missiles, radiation, biochemical warfare..........then we tell young men that they will be heros if they kill "the enemy"  well kill yourselves because it is the people with murderous intentions that are the real enemy- when ever i talk of peace i get called a hippie- well fuck you all, you are just too blinded by your love of bloodshed to realize that your goals are immoral...........when is it ever ok to kill??   kill for food, and JUST for food.........be the bigger men people- but no............now we kill for our own protection! because its turned into kill or be killed..........well guess wat geniuses- the other side is human too, and they see us as the threat, and they are going to war for their protection............its a never ending circle, and no one has the guts to break it- well other side, kill me now because its just not worth it..........the world is fucked, and i cant think of a way to fix it- some things just cant be undone, and some wounds just wont heal..........weve screwed the world up........the only thing we can do is come together as a planet or just end our vicious race.........the sad thing is that humans are capable of love and compassion, just not enough people choose to use those skills, they think that killing and hating is more fun.........well listen up world because ive tried both, and forgiveness is alot easier than holding a grudge.......loving is easier than hating.......compassion is easier than anhiliation..........i vote to rid ourselves of all military forces everywhere- to once and for all destroy all weapons............sadly though my voice is never heard........and i also doubt that humans could live without killing each other........people would hide weapons and make more, planning attacks behind the backs of the world..........i hate people, they ruin things for everyone........

 

i also love that even on this useless website my thoughts are never heard, no one reads these, and when they do they only leave pathetic excuses for comments like " i like your hair"  who the fuck cares about my hair??!!  voice an opinion people- think a helpful thought for once in your lives- spend the effort to think about the things that really matter- is my hair a life or death situation??  didnt think so...........say something, curse me or praise me or give me a new outlook- just give me something!



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